Come on eileen

Just finished Perks of Being a Wallflower. i feel like i need a high speed car ride through a tunnel too. movies like these can get me really disillusioned man. feels like i just got lifted off the ground. Like i finally came to terms with everything, and that everything in reality no longer seemed that bad. as quickly as i floated i'm sinking deep into the music and negative emotions. i'm only halfway through convincing myself.

When others' love for me runs dry, where do i go now?