excerpts from my old entries

these are too cute! =D right, i sound narcissistic saying that, like 'I'M SO CUTE!' HAHA. it's really weird quoting myself by the way, and thinking i was really funny then. old entries are so fun to read though! i think blogging has eroded my english greatly. when i blogged less, i wrote so much better. where has my angmoh gone to?!??! (to my head maybe =D)



"nj boy who takes 852 in the morning with me every day takes this 852 11 hours after we sat on the same 852 together. mrt station. nj boy who sits the same 852 alights. i wanted to stalk him. where the hell does he stay? he keeps taking the same bus! but it's one of those days when you think the whole world is trying to stand in your path and walking in zigzags. and it's one of those days when nj boy decides to walk home in big strides and i lost him in 5 steps. his height didn't help me to spot him, neither did my height. the greyness of the uniform blended all too well with the crowd and concrete ground. too bad nj boy, stalk you next time. =)"



"friendship never really does end, but it takes two hands to clap. if only one tries, it won't last. if nobody tries, it will ultimately disappear. if both put effort, it can be a prized trophy that you will be proud of putting on your shelf. it will be dated '200X - '. there's no end date. it's a reward, not award. it invokes nostalgia. it brings a smile to your face.

there are so many memories of laughter and joy, and an equal share of unhappiness and tears. there are so many things that touch, and so many things that hurt. there are endless thoughts and endless words.

how much of what we think is actually spoken?
how much of what we feel is actually conveyed?

one day, it could be a trophy lost and forgotten in a box filled with items of yesteryear, or it could still be shiny and as glamorous as ever.

we are kept alive by memories. so many people have touched my life, i would never ever want to forget them, or exchange them for anything in this world. they're just so precious, i wouldn't ever want to lose any. if only this will last forever."




"im a 17-year-old with a mentality of a 13-year-old who still has life-is-a-bitch attitude (or perhaps life-is-a-joke attitude) and facing the most impt exams in my life not doing anything about it still blogging happily and plaigarising other's blog content with my own little insignificant worries about my warped personality which creates a lot more problems more than my puny brain crammed with fear can hold."




"That's life man...you only get to experience everything once, do what you want while you still can! We never know when it ends, it could be at 60, at 80 or 100. If so, we could either be a third into our lives, a quarter, or a fifth. I think the saddest thing at old age is to forget. Memories are what keep people back and dreams are what take people forward. Dream when you're young, and try to remember them when you're old lol. Anyway, as I was saying, I think the saddest thing is to forget. Maybe that's why dementia is scary to me. Isn't it a pity if you forget all the best things that have ever happened to you when you're 80...? I want to bring all my experiences with me! hahha..."




"hahha..i like smooth criminal. although it doesn't make much sense to me, but it's so catchy. "ANNIE ARE U OK?!" lol! the whole chorus repeats that LOL. "ANNIE ARE U OK, WON'T YOU TELL US, THAT YOU'RE OK ANNIE?" she'd better be fine so he would stop asking..."





"5 lines i wanna hear this year:

1. "you slimmed down!"
2. "here's your pay for the month."
3. "you look nice in that~"
4. "DBSK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!"
5. "SO IS SUPER JUNIOR!""






"5 things i've learnt about life...18 years 6 mths of it so far.


5. Forgive and forget.
when i was still immature, i hated some of my pri sch friends. after i grew up, i grew out of it as well. when i was more mature, i hated some people for immature reasons. i havent exactly forgotten, but i've forgiven for sure.

4. Time heals all wounds.
true. tho i havent lost anyone yet which is prob the most serious wound. everyone's been through depression, but we get out of it because Time helped.

3. Blood is thicker than water.
self explanatory.

2. We live only once so live it happily.
it will all end one day...so be happy. something i'm still figuring out.

1. Take it easy.
the most powerful of all. hey relax. dont get so caught up that you miss out on the other more beautiful parts of life. there can't be nothing good about it. think carefully. these are the things that give people strength when they need it."