im missing everything.

on the jammed PIE on friday, i thought a lot. watched the sun go down, watched the cars went by, looked through the photos in my phone. it was all going to end, i realised then.

the end of foc will mark the end of my hall life as well. i won't be working with these guys anymore. i won't be able to see them every night like i used to be able to. i realised how much i like these people and how much closer i've become with them over the past year. woke up today, found no one online and realised they could be checking in right now. i could have been in hall tonight, preparing for a new sem ahead, but i chose not to. im missing everything and everyone already. everyone...everything...i still have my qualms about hall life, but im missing it for now. i actually have a lot going through my mind now. i just don't know how to start.

a lot has happened over the past 5 weeks. vietnam and foc. i'm still stuck somewhere, definitely not ready for school. everything's been great...

sighhh. shit i wasn't this emo, but thinking about everything, i'm getting really emo now! =/

sigh.