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it's been a week since i wrote in here, considered quite long, compared to how often i wrote in here before that.

i wanted to blog several times, but decided against it. because it's just gonna be something uninteresting, uninspiring, something seemingly 'emo'. hahah! well. just to make a point,emotion isn't something you can conclude from words alone. there are always meanings lost in words. they are lost to individual perception and comprehension. sometimes, you can't describe an emotion in one,two or three words. it's possibly a combination, in varying degrees. that's why, i sometimes misunderstand people when i talk to them online. the cyber persona often mismatches the physical being i know. i prefer knowing a person through face to face interaction. day by day conversation. then i'll know what degree of emotion this person attaches to his or her vocabulary, the degree of truth, the degree of transparency. words, are such wonderful tools of deception.

that aside, i had a great weekend. =) i watched two movies, and currently 2/3 into a book. im expecting to finish it up tonight. A BOOK!!! seriously, that's the main point of me blogging. HAHHAA. yingjie, if you're reading this, I AM READING A BOOK AND I AM FINISHING IT OKAY! mwahaha.

for the first time in my life, i read under my table lamp, diligently sat there for 3 hours completing 1/3 of the book. dinner with family, then another 3h back at hall completing another 1/3. while it's raining outside. how relaxing! btw, it's called Blink by Malcolm Gladwell. great book, do pick it up. im planning to buy a couple from him.

i watched My Lovely Bones and The Time Traveller's Wife. two great movies!

wanna go for a medical check-up. i hope i dont die from high cholesterol.

pending driving lessons. i need a sponsor!

chinese compositions to be marked. the p3 class sucks to the max laaa!! headache.

i keep thinking about that soft toy at action city. this square/rectangular looking thing with two eyes. not the ugly doll series. im seriously contemplating buying it for myself, but damn....how pathetic is that?! who buys soft toys for themselves at my age!!! argh!!

need to buy yj's present before she flies.

ran 5km for the first time in 9 months. yes, that's how unfit i am right now.

taking up kickboxing with my sisters.

looking for dance classes too, to occupy myself during the hols.

short getaways~!

my desire isn't strong enough for certain things. too weak-willed to carry it through. come on!

stay positive! greatest advice given in recent weeks, from a motivational talk.

and so i conclude, abstaining from long hours at the computer makes me more wholesome, worldly and relaxed.