Sing Along

Monday, January 18, 2010

feel like i'm gonna dream every time

gdragon - butterfly


this song is sooo relaxing...

aaaah im at home. =) cool wind's coming in through the window. listening to big bang. totally loving this. the night is great.

today, a friend responded to something i said, "that's such a loner behaviour!" then i saw that, yes, perhaps im changing. i conclude, the more alone i am, the happier i am. perhaps, it's because i don't feel the external pressure from my peers. it's something like living in my own world, in my own delusion. working for myself, doing what works for myself, and doing what satisfies myself. jay chou's song 稻香 says, we forget the simplest thing in life very often, and that is 知足.

love how the 4h tuition sessions flew by for the past two weeks. love how i enjoy what i've been doing. not looking forward to the tutorial-doing session tmr, but i'll try. loving the attitude. loving home. loving my music. loving the stress-free life. loving dance.

there are always too many ideals, yet we are constantly being pulled back to reality. we dream, but in truth, we cannot fulfil. as les mis goes, "but there are dreams that cannot be, and there are storms we cannot weather". but probably, if u dream hard enough, and put in 100%, it could happen.

in hall, i've met different kinds of people. possibly the most variant from all my other friends. somehow, my other groups don't seem to vary from one another that much. those that i like, those that i dislike, those i relate to, those with dreams, those who constantly inspire me, those high-flyers, those strong leaders, those who are street-smart, those who care, those who don't, those who are really sporty (cz all my life i have less than 5 sporty friends) , those whom i have fun with, those whom im comfortable with, uncomfortable with and those whom i simply don't understand.

it was good, i was influenced in small ways, but a pity i never got to change myself in a big way, and a pity i don't know many well. but i saw their goals and aims as motivated beings, wanting to excel in what they set their minds to do. perhaps, i also saw another way of looking at certain issues. it's like a life lesson, takeaway, add 20 cents for plastic container.

plus i've been watching g dragon at work in vids, albeit being conveyed through the media, in other words, through tainted glass, his motivation gives me motivation. his passion for music just invokes this feeling close to my heart that tells me i should be working hard too, for something/someone i love so much, i could live on just for it.

fighting~

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