as soon as ive said it

i've become immersed in thoughts and questions again. blame facebook. facebook makes me emo. hahaahah.

apparently, 65% of the young people nowadays visit facebook every day. i belong to the remaining 35%, who don't frequent fb, possibly once every 2 weeks maybe. and so perhaps, thats why i remain distant, isolated sort of. when you aren't in contact with friends physically, looking at their photos and visiting their fb keeps you moving at their pace. and as a result of not having been an avid fbooker, im thoroughly thrown off by my oblivion of what had been happening to the people around me in the past few months.

there have been farewells. parties. matches. trainings. outings. and the list goes on and on. there are new faces, that probably i should know, but i didn't make an effort to. here i am, casted away. try as i might to pretend. i could go on deceiving everybody. smiling with just my mouth, and not my eyes. that's a polite smile.

oooooohhh. tomorrow will be better!