stuckwitheachother

the way people network is just so unfathomable, so hard to comprehend. sometimes in this world, you need to be pro-active to be in. can't expect people to come to you naturally. but i thought i was part of it, until i realise... perhaps i wasn't. they gather for their own benefits in a way. i dont feel missed. seriously, was networking ever that complicated? it seemed to have become so complex recently.

sometimes, i want to put aside everything and just be myself. but then again, in an adult world where everyone is judged, i feel judged. i feel like if i say something, i am judged, possibly in a way which i dont want to be. sometimes, it's really just a habit, i don't mean anything else. thats how people get misunderstood and misunderstand. sad, isn't it? when in this world, nobody really bothers to truly understand somebody, or even spend some time to do that.

everyone's selfish, to an extent, in that way. we judge too quickly, and lay down conclusions just as fast. slow down!!! stop and think, and think again.

the gift of the gab. we either misuse, overuse or don't know how to use it. some people use it so well, others are blinded by the facade. some people misuse it, causing misunderstaandings.

look forward to the future. time past is history, the future is history yet to be made. cliche as it is, the future is in your hands. for real. each thing you complete brings u a step closer to something out there, you don't have to know what, it will happen and when you look back, you reconcile your thoughts and smile to yourself. it has been worthwhile. things happened for a reason. you probably grew up a little, learnt a little, got hurt a little.

from each pain, we learn a life lesson. you fell before you learnt to walk. you struggled before you learnt to swim. you cried before you knew how a heart could get so broken. we learn through being hurt, painful as it may be.