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sometimes there are things that i want to get off my chest, but there is nobody listening to me. at the same time, it's so stupid too, that i don't want anyone to know. i think i actually understand my p5 tutee sometimes. how creepy is that. perhaps, only she would understand my stupidity as well. hoho.

after so long, i finally feel my bad habit starting to go away. nice start, way to go. as long as i keep resisting the temptation, the bad habit won't come back. as long as i stand firm, things will be normal. just block, if the trigger for the bad habit appears. the key to getting rid of the devil in the heart: do not be swayed.