(away)

happy being at home tonight. =) don't know why!

eh anw who got adobe photoshop cd can lend me? i wanna dl it! so i can create my new blogskin!

had lots of thoughts running through my head on the trip to hall to put stuff. in that short 20min trip, i felt as though the whole of 2008 went through my mind again. like a movie played back, the things i want to both rmb and forget flashing in still images and shit i think i reflect too much. raawrr. sometimes i think im thinking too much, so why dont i just give it a damn and get on with life happily without caring what others may think. hey it's my life, i control it and i dont care what kind of a person you think i am. i am happy, its just the occassional 'how come things happen this way' that leads on to the other truths of life, often unfathomable and incomprehensible, ive learnt since i've come into uni. it's because i havent seen examples that go against these so-called 'truths' of life, so i insist im correct.

people change. i wish i'd change. for the better of course. but i dont like how some ppl changed. why? what made u turn out this way?

people make use of people. haha. most recently, i've heard of the most ridiculous thing. cant help but scorn and laugh...honestly it's a joke!

relationships are complicated, or people in any case. a complex problem appears simple, like a ball of string that looks like it comes out easily yet when you pull it tight, little knots appear along it.

people talk. isn't the mouth the scariest organ found on a man? do, talk. don't do, also talk. so what to do? do, don't do, or talk...


ok im sounding like the world jz turned its back on me and im thinking yes, life is a bitch but noooo im not. jusstttt....reflecting.

here i come 2009.