long vacation

apus. im scared...i hope it will be good. and not another disaster.

in december, i watched long vacation.
now in july, im watching long vacation again. still my fav show anw.
sena & minami. by the time i finish this series again,
my long vacation will be over...

sena is a pianist. one reason i like it is cz he's a pianist in the show. superficial huh. but i agree with a friend, watching someone play piano can melt people's hearts. guy or girl alike. especially if it's a sentimental song. id like to believe musical people are romantic as well. sena doesnt live for music, but music is his dream. he has a simple wish, to win a piano competition. he's kind of conservative and shy, creating a barrier between him and music. if there's anything i regret not doing this half a year, it's fulfilling a childhood dream. i want to play one proper sentimental song.

minami is a model. she's 30 and still seeking a proper job. she's carefree and happy, but is constantly hurt by memories of her run-away groom. in a way i wanna be her. live without a care. money comes, money goes. earn a few hundred, spend it and earn more just to live a few more days. but it's only a drama man. no one lives happily without stable income, in this society that reeks of materialism and built upon stacks of notes. but i like minami's free spirit. the 'take-it-easy' attitude. her 'never-say-die' and 'do-not-cry' mentality.

long vacation....i will miss it. my next long vacation will be after uni ends.

i guess these few months were well spent. i dont feel like i've wasted time even though i spent countless days at home. maybe i did, but looking back at this half a year, im happy. i like the freedom. i like being able to go out as and when i like. i like getting lost in my little world and find myself back to reality again, although more often than that i'd rather remain lost in my fantasy island.

ive been overseas. ive had fun. maaan i will really miss it all.

the life!!!!