life (fear)

i was happy at tuition these 2 days. haha. it felt good that they said bye to me, even the naughtiest boy who likes to go against me. it felt good that the new class was nice. it felt good that the 2 boys are actually doing work and they listen. it felt good that the class was peaceful. it felt good that i got to talk to an old friend. it felt good that i didnt have to scream at all. it felt good that i wont be seeing them for the next weekend...

i think i was trying to make myself feel better. too many nights with too many thoughts running through my head.