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someone asked me a question today. in front of them, i felt embarrassed to answer. i didnt dare to look at them. man. so loser. i hope people dont ask me that.

the till wasnt working today. so i sat and listened to her stories. what a life. it's then i realised, my life has been so protected. there are so many things happening outside but we have no idea. i havent seen it all. things we take for granted, to them, it's very much treasured. things we are stubborn about, to them, just take it easy. the attitude to life, the degree of order we want in life, the amount of freedom and independence. i only listened, because i didnt have any to share. my life is as plain as a white sheet of paper.

plus he's been influencing me every day. it kind of translated into vanity. it's then i realised, yes, people are vain, guys and girls alike. he keeps talking about wanting to be thinner. he had a past, so i understand. he knows he's too skinny now, and he doesnt like it. somehow or other, in our day's conversation, he would talk abt that. reminds me of someone else.

next she's a year older, but still struggling to grow up. it's then i realised, me too.