a letter

sometimes you have a lot of selfish and immature thoughts running through your mind.

"life is a bitch." "why is it always me?" "how come they always do better?" "SHUT UP FAGGOT." "they must be happy that i did badly." "why are they keeping things from me?"

dont say them. cz u will regret. u will end up hurting people. one day you claim they're your best friends and another day you put them down. u treat them shabbily and u expect them to treat u well all the time. u lose your temper at them and expect them to understand, but hate it when they lose their temper at u and u think they're being unreasonable. u want the best from them, but reluctant to give them the best from you. u want them to empathise with and understand you, but u havent tried doing the same. without a balance...it will all end one day. friends come and go, but only friendships u put effort in will remain.

remember...a mature mind tells you to turn the situation round and be more positive about life.

"it's gonna be over soon, don't worry." "im happy that they did well. because i want the best for them." "they aren't gloating over the fact i did badly. they're my friends...they understand and it's only right they talk to me about it if they feel a need to."

sunshine after the rain~