sore eyes

finally recovered from sore eyes. i think. i'll start wearing my contacts soon and NO ITS' NOT BECAUSE I BOUNCE TOO MUCH WHEN I WALK THATS WHY I CANT PUT IN MY CONTACTS.

prelims coming soon, 54 more days, thanks to songhua's really helpful nickname. it reminds me of the time we all have got left.

now i know blogs are a harmful thing ppl say lots of stuff that seem only right to them but hurts or pisses off many others. so im not gonna complain about my grades, lament about them or boast about them... i got USEE for common tests. up to u to decide if that's really shit grades or what. but it's a reason to work hard nevertheless.

come on people! it's the last chance to CHEONG! after this we'll never get to cheong this hard again~ ehh not like we gotta cherish this cheong chance, more like we gotta finish it well. if not, these 2years would have been wasted. since sec4, i've been waiting for jc to be over. now the time is coming! its to taiwan with my dearest friends~

prelims, it's just one step away from a levels.it's gonna come so fast u won't realise it's over. when i imagine getting back my results n seeing no As or mebbe not even a B, i desperately want to make use of this time. but on the other hand, the moment i get home, i dont feel the urgency anymore. it juz sucks... watching how others work hard makes me scared. makes everyone scared. everyone makes everyone else scared. i guess we all need a bit of competition.

probably my worst years ever. perhaps i had the intention to slack, but it hit a low that i never imagined would happen. now all my worst fears are coming true. testimonial. pw. my life is heading in a totally opposite direction.

can we all stay positive n optimistic? i need more than just that.

life isn't unfair, it's what u want to do about it.

so work hard u all! betta tell me the same thing next time u see me.