today

todaayyy...didnt start off great. didnt really end off great too....feel like ponning again tmr. lol, but nah, im not gg to.

actually it wasnt thaaaat bad in the morning, but somehow halfway thru everything started turning really baad. i realise that i use the word 'sian' too often, it has lost its definition (if it does have one in the first place)...and that its now overrated and is used for all sorts of degree of sian-ness. first i was really tired n sleepy. simply hate to see my weekend gone every time, so i like to stay up late on sundays...hehe. anyway yeah i was tired n sleepy...aft chem tutorial i wanted so much to jz go home.. aiyoo.

then break time..dedications thing..aiyo. so sad lar..i dunno lar...partly coz of pms i jz felt so sad. then all the songs were like so depressing URGHH!! then lynnette catrin charlie had to dedicate songs... uRGH. today's break time was the worst break i ever had. kept thinking about "nj, hc, nj, hc"....then thinking abt the class..how we're gonna get separated..and all the nice ppl going... URGGGHHHH!! then u know, the whole break was simply horrible. then there was yirong who was also getting v depressed...then i was also getting depressed..and then our class was like jz sitting there depressed...sighh. gonna miss some ppl. gonna miss yirong so much. catrin. the guys.

haix.i dont want to make a choice. why did i have a choice? and now i cant decide. that question has been lingering in my head since friday. its becoming a bother. its getting irritating..

tmr i'll decide. aft i call to ask abt the scholarship.

happy early vdae ppl!